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+# Too much
+I am wearing the red shoes, and I want to slow down.
+Too much is going on. I thought I could handle all my tasks,
+but my plans did not include any time to handle problems. And
+problems occurred this week, and even though we found a solution,
+we haven't really found a good and sustainable solution.
+
+During this I was in not in the mood or at times even capable of
+addressing any other problems or handling any other issues or
+even doing other tasks than making food and washing the dishes.
+So I'm falling behind my shedule.
+
+Obviously I get too easily stirred up. I have old projects and
+overdue deadlines. I get myself involved in too many things at
+a time and still want to do a good job in a laid back fashion.
+I'm not good at rushing things.
+
+What I do now is do things one at a time. This is so easy to talk
+about if you are a successful designer or writer or programmer,
+but when you lack professional success, it is hard. It comes out
+like lazyness. Like something to be ashamed of. Well, I'm not,
+but I am afraid of judgements from other people. Old issue of mine
+that pops up in times like these.
+
+Most of the time I get things done, and in time too.
+
+I need to get even more realistic in my expectations. I need to
+leave some time in my shedule free to correct mistakes. Or, as I
+realise, I need to take adjustments easy. It's not the end of the
+world.
+
+[[!tag english blogging personal entrepreneur]]